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Cher Lloyd

2012
October 29, 2012

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Oh my gosh, what a crazy weekend. Been working almost non-stop, so that’s why there were no posts in the...

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i thought Rome will finally make me write again. i

i thought Rome will finally make me write again. i thought here, i will finally let that one last cry out and move on. i thought the inspiration will flood in and transform everything into words, again.⠀
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i was looking forward to finally having this chapter closed and published. i get so many (nice) nudges about my blog and its inactivity. trust me, i know. i want to, but it’s not in me, yet.⠀
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but it wasn’t so. Rome gave me something else this time. it gave me a way out, an ESCAPE from reality. ⠀
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Rome always fills me with such positive energy, but what i’ve never talked about before, is how it also gives me major anxiety. the good, challenging kind, but still, ANXIETY.⠀
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in my many travels here, the city was the saviour, the harbour, but also a proper CHALLENGE. coming here alone, i was always faced with many obstacles. this time, those obstacles kept my mind away from deeper issues that i was harvesting at home. the ones preventing me from writing, yes. ⠀
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and it payed off. granted, i’ll have to face the same music at home, but being here, i chose to work on other things. like eating out alone in proper restaurants, drinking out, alone, not having a whole travel itinerary made out or perhaps doing professional photoshoots, with strangers. you know, all the usual things i used to avoid, because MAJOR anxiety. ⠀
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so with this part of the journey coming to an end, i feel… CONTENT and RELIEVED. as always, Rome filled me with so much positive energy, but this time, it gave me COURAGE too. courage to just be, without any contemplations, without asking for permission. without hiding. ✨
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everybody needs an escape, right? i’m just glad mine is this gorgeous city, only a train ride away. 🚊🗺⠀

every step i take, every move i make... i always e

every step i take, every move i make... i always end up here ✨ #colosseum

la dolce vita 🇮🇹 #romanholidays

la dolce vita 🇮🇹 #romanholidays

give me as many as i can carry 💐⠀ #flowerstag

give me as many as i can carry 💐⠀
#flowerstagram

🥂💐⠀ because some evenings are worth puttin

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because some evenings are worth putting proper makeup and heels on. 💕

mood. 🏝 #reminiscing    yes, i have one wee

mood. 🏝 #reminiscing    yes, i have one week left till my vacation time, it shows ✌🏻

summer, come back! 😭☀️ #tbt⠀ how is it fa

summer, come back! 😭☀️ #tbt⠀
how is it fall already... 🍂

happy birthday mami 💕 #staycool

happy birthday mami 💕 #staycool

“three deep breaths,⠀ ten steps backwards,⠀

“three deep breaths,⠀
ten steps backwards,⠀
going backwards,⠀
now i’m switchin' lanes,⠀
tire marks,⠀
on my heart,⠀
it don't beat the same, no”⠀
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@jheneaiko songs are reading my mind, so accurate i could cry. in fact, i did, a lot. because also my mind doesn’t flow the same, no. this summer really is something else✌🏻 #timesachanging

V osnovni šoli se mi je zdela dobra fora, da ne

V osnovni šoli se mi je zdela dobra fora, da ne bom glih vedno prva na seznamu. Potem je blo to dolga leta kaprica, ker je bil lep in ker ga je velik lažje črkovat. Na koncu pa ugotoviš, da ni eden ali drugi, ampak, da sta v resnici oba del tebe. In po letih premišljevanja, maš (tut uradno) dva priimka. ⠀
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Ker si od obeh. In ker je 2020 tko bizarno čudno, je to ta pravi moment za svežo identiteto.⠀
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New name, new me (sej vem, to je ponavad rezerviran za frizuro). Mogoče bo kej pomagalo. 🤷🏻‍♀️

should be wandering around Bali right about now, b

should be wandering around Bali right about now, but Gorenjska is fine too. they have pretty views and good food ✌🏻🏞🏔

cheers to weekends and making plans 🗺 alcohol h

cheers to weekends and making plans 🗺 alcohol helps with making better decisions ✌🏻

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