It’s been a while.
I’ve mentioned I want to take this blog to another level (or at least attempt to do it), but then I’ve disappeared into thin air once again. Truth be told, I got nothing to say. Or at least I didn’t know how to put it in words until now. I’ve decided long time ago, I won’t post any bullsh* that doesn’t feel real and here I am.
I can see by the speed of my keyboard strokes whether a certain subject is close to me or not. You can sense the honesty, thoughts developing through paragraphs. You could say this is the reason why I’m scared of going full time. What if at some point I loose this flow of thoughts? I know you can smell fake posts a mile away and I’m no good at hiding it anyway.
So that’s why I’m here, once again, sporadically popping out. In a sense, blogging is a therapy and it looks like it was time for a new session.
What do I want to tell you?
That I lost my train of thought for a while. No ideas, no will, no drive. Truth be told, I’m still searching. It’s there somewhere, but it still needs a little digging. I thought my focus needed to be elsewhere completely, gathering professional experiences, but it turns out, blogging can actually complement that!
Point of this, my whimsical approach to this blog needs to stop. It requires a mindset change and I’m doing it with everything else lately, so why not here as well, right?
Stay tuned, I have a good feeling. ♥
