Do you sometimes get this strange feeling, where you don’t exactly know what you want, but you’re sure you have to do something to get you out of the ordinary routine. See, I have all these dreams about what I want to do with my life, what I want to see, experience…
My head is full of ideas, wishes, desires. I want to travel, discover places I’ve never been to, meet new people, make unforgettable memories along the way. I want to express all this creativity. Draw one day, photograph beautiful city around me the next, film a clip or two on the way, have fun with clothes and make up while getting ready in the morning… Basically, I want to make the most out of my free young student life. Except I don’t even know where to start. I feel giddy and restless with all these ideas, but they’re overwhelming.
They say you just have to start somewhere, that small steps count, but where to start?
I get to the point where I line up few things, but then can’t really concentrate. I start jumping from one thing to the other because I can’t decide which should I do first and end up curled up on a couch, watching yet another episode of The Suits. Not really the productive plan I imagined.
I feel like this goes hand in hand with the unfinishing problem I talked about few weeks back… And it’s not that I’m being a couch potato all the time, I’m actually way more productive than ever before in my life with part time working and full time college, but I just feel like I could use my young, student years better. I need to take advantage of what’s left of the free years and experience as much as I can. Now all I need is a plan!