First, I want to say thank you all of you that are still reading this blog after 4 (almost 5, whaaat) years. It means the world to me, you can’t even imagine!
Second, I want to apologize. I want to say sorry, for being a boring blogger. Let’s be honest now. Posts are getting a bit dull, I think we all see how they’re not made with passion and same excitement as they used to be. And reason being is not, that I don’t have any better ideas. It’s the lack of time or someone to help me get them done. Let’s face it, blogging is sometimes a two-man job…
I admit, recently there was a lot of thoughts about quitting. My crazy work-school schedule barely leaves me breathe, let alone be super creative in my spare time. All that got me thinking about how it all started, why I even decided to blog. And? I’ve always said that blogging is my hobby. And outlet for my thoughts, creativity flow. It was never meant to be a proper business. That unfortunately means it gets sided whenever other, more important things, arise. As they are arising now. I realized I’ve been treating this blog more of a burden lately than what it should be – fun. So, there was a decision to make. Post regularly, but just for the sake of posting and not quitting or stop and post whenever I have something real to say?
Jumping to my final point, I don’t want to quit. I want to get better. To do better. Posts may be less frequent, but I want them to be valuable, interesting to read, have a real point and be better quality. If that means only a post a week, so be it.
And I don’t want to make this (another) big pompous promise how everything will change from this day on. Because it might not. I just wanted to be honest. But I promise I’ll try.